I'm gonna see Bruno Mars live for the second time. I'm so excited. I hope he's as good tomorrow as he was over the summer!!!! Pictures will be posted (a few here but a whole album on facebook) on wednesday!
Why does everyone freak out when I show the tiniest bit of cleavage? The only people who do always have chests about half the size of mine. I have boobs, so what? I don’t yell at you for wearing shirts just as low cut. If you have boobs my size, maybe you get an oppinion, if not, we’ll talk when you grow a pair :)
People need to understand that people make mistakes. People need to understand that the person who made the mistake doesn’t always realize it. People need to help that person. Friends need to help that person.
What happens when that person has no friends left?
I messed up. I fucked up. Just like I always do. I get into other peoples’ business, and it isn’t my place to tell them what’s right and wrong. Be friends with who ever you want. It’s not up to me. But since I made you choose, you are no longer friends with me. I only realize that I made a mistake after the fact. I’m trying to learn to catch myself before it happens, and I wish I could go back in time to fix this. “this is one doodle that can’t be undid” although I wish it could. I just lost one of my best friends and I hope you can read this. I never meant to control you or your life, and I’m asking you to just forget about everything that happened in the past week or so. I want need you to realize that I need help and am trying to get it. Some of the people I need help from, though, are my friends. I need them to understand that I don’t think about these things and I don’t think about what the outcome may be. I just want to be your friend again. Last night I was crying for three hours straight just because of how much I fucked up. I want this to be erased from your mind. I want you to forget about what I said, and we can just start over. I wish I could have my friend back.
I haven’t needed you in the usual sense in such a long time, I’m not sure how long it’s been, but I do know that you helped me through the worst points in my life. You were always there for me no matter what. You loved me when everyone else ran alway.
You saved my life.
I’m currently crying, just writing this and thinking about it.
Have you ever kissed someone who’s name started with L? …not that i’m aware of Have you held hands with anybody in the last 4 days? i wish If you had to get a piercing (not ears), what would you get? well, tragus, but that’s ear Honestly, who are you IMing? no one, currently Do you cross your legs when you sit? sometimes Have you ever liked someone who didn’t like you back? always How many times have you cried in a person’s arms? does my mom count? Do you have condoms in your room? not that i’m aware of Do you still talk to the person you liked 7 months ago? yes. we talk almost every day… and i still like him :) Would you rather kiss someone 5 years older or 5 year younger? older When was the last time you felt like throwing up? tuesday morning Think back to this time last year, were you happy? eh If you were given a pregnancy test, would it be negative? yes Four months ago, can you remember who you liked, who was it? yes. and i cannot post it or else many people will kill me smoking cigerettes, it’s a bad habit you know? yes, i’m very ware of that. one of the many reasons why i don’t Is there anyone out there who can make you cry very easily? yes Do you ever get good morning messages from anyone? i wish do you know what the last person you kissed is doing? well, not txting me. i know that for sure. TXT ME!!!! oh wait, you can’t see this… is there anybody you wish you could be with right now? more than anything How does it feel to be heart broken? well, it feels heart broken! What’s your favorite color? i like pinks, purples, and black Do you currently have a hickey? not that i’m aware of Do you like holding hands? yes Do you enjoy wearing dresses? yes Do you think you will ever be married? at some point in my life You’re crying at 12 at night, you call? … Have you ever been called heartless? more or less Do you think you will be in a relationship three months from now? i hope so Would you take $40,000 or a brand new car? car Tell me the truth, what made you start liking the person you like right now? he’s just amazing in every way Say the last person you kissed was kissing someone right in front of you? i wouldn’t care at all Any plans for this summer? idk! Where is the person you dislike the most? not quite sure who i dislike the most! Do you think you will kiss someone tomorrow? yes. Are you afraid of losing the last person you talked to? yes Did your parents spoil you as a child? no What were you doing at 8:00 this morning? watching tv with my mom Do you think that you’re good enough for the one you like? no Is the person you like older or younger than you? older Have you ever dated someone who treated you like crap? yes Where was your last kiss? no comment Do you think before you speak? sometimes, but sometimes shit comes out of my mouth that shouldn’t Do you think you can last for an hour without talking? NO Do you show your emotions or do you have a poker face? both Have you ever kissed someone whose name started with a J or T? i ALMOST kissed justin… oh yeah, rat boy! Who was the last person to tell you they love you? truthfully, i don’t remember How many people do you trust? very few. What are you doing right now? this survey and waiting for 2 txts Do you know anyone that smokes pot? my whole school? Could you live with your best friend? not in any way Do you know who you’ll kiss next? yes Would you rather have big or small dogs? big Have you ever taken your clothes off for money? NO Who will your next hug be? maybe kups, but prob not Will you be married by the time you’re 25? i would wait a few more years Would you go on a road trip with your friends? YES!!!! Ever been so drunk someone else had to carry you? no Do you want to see somebody right now? more than anything Last person/people you hung out with? family Was last night enjoyable for you? eh Someone says “all guys are players” You say? that is a false statment If you had an invisible coat like Harry Potter, would you use it often? no Taco Bell or Olive Garden? olive garden Do you trust the police? idk If you’re mad while driving, do you flip people off? i just drove for the first time today Did the last person you kissed have tattoos? not that i know of…. The last person you kissed started with a J or K? no Does it matter to you if your bf/gf smokes cigs? YES! Sunrise or sunset? sunrise What were you doing at midnight last night? sleeping When was the last time a picture of you was taken? not sure Was last night terrible? not really When’s the last time you did something you knew was wrong? i’m not sure Kissed someone in a vehicle? yes Last thing you drank? latte Have you ever seen the last person you texted naked? yes ;) hehe Do you always have to have something to drink when you eat? sometimes Last night, you felt? tired Does the last person you kissed know what color your eyes are? yes Who is the last person you shared a bed with? julia years ago Is there anyone who doesn’t like you? many people