I saw that Charlie was on skype earlier, which is a rare occasion, so I said hi. We got into a nice conversation, and eventually, he called me (whereas before we were just messaging). We’re really awksauce on skype. We look at each other while typing to each other, so that’s what happened. But before any of that, the first thing that he said was “You know what’s annoying? How sexy you are because every time I see you I want to fuck you so hard”, and of course, I tried to avoid that, so I switched subjects. Later, I start typing something to Kendall, and he asked who I’m talking to. I say “my ex from a few years ago”. He’s like “well, I’ll let you go if you want” and I was just like “honestly, I would rather talk to you right now” which eventually led him to be like “well, I don’t want to make you uncomfortable”. What? What’s making me uncomfortable? And he was like “The things I’m thinking might make you not want to talk to me” REALLY CHARLIE? I didn’t even know what you were thinking until you said something! Then he went off to tell me that he actually does wanna see me… What? And he was like “I can even fuck you at work”… uhhhhhh …. No? And then, eventually I was just like “You know what? I’m not going to fuck anyone that I’m not with” so he said “Okay, well I still like you, I still want to be with you, and I still think you’re sexy as fuck”
Long story short, he asked me out … again … and I said yes.
I feel like I made a mistake.
I never even mentioned what this rant was about! I just feel like he wouldn’t have wanted to go back out with me if he didn’t see me…