No offense but since when did Sam nee your permission to change his phone number?
That wasn’t really how I was saying it, I was saying it in more of a way that I love having his number. I love having that direct contact. I loved that one night he texted me a response to my tweet. I’m not going to get that anymore, and I’m fine with that. It sucks, but I’m fine with it. It was one of those letting go things…
I'm really proud of Sam right now, like none of you even understand.
A few weeks ago, we were talking and he mentioned how he’s been told that he should change his number but he really doesn’t want to because “I just never ever want to do anything to intentionally disconnect myself from people that I love, and that’s what it feels like”.
That being said, hechanged his number last night.
That night that we were talking, I pretty much gave him my permission to change his number and not give me his new one. He was going on and on about how dumb it seemed to change it and how he doesn’t want to disconnect from these people and I was just trying to tell him that it was for the best.
It sucks that, at times like the other day when I’m worried sick about him, I won’t be able to text him and make sure that he’s okay….. but I think the response he gave me the other day is assurance that he’s fine, and will be fine.