It's impossible to fly without wind on your wings - Paradise Fears
Fun fact about birthdays and my life:
Today is Lucas Zimmerman’s birthday. He’s my husband.
Today is also Aleks Birnhak’s birthday. He is my ex.
If Aleks and I were still together, yesterday would have been our 4 year anniversary.
I don’t know, I just feel like today has a lot of meaning to it because Aleks was everything to me and now Lucas is such a big part of my life.
I’m so ready to move on from my past.
From Yishai, Sammy, Charlie, and James,
From Aleks, Nathan, and Justin,
From Julia, Zach, Alex, and Tobi,
And especially from Robbie.
I’m going to see Kendall in 39 days…. let’s see where that takes us.
He’s going to be better than Yishai, Sammy, Charlie, and James because he won’t force me to do anything I don’t want to do.
He’s going to be better than Aleks, Nathan, and Justin, because things will actually continue.
He’s going to be better than Julia, Zach, Alex, and Tobi, because he won’t cheat on me or doubt my love.
He’s going to be better than Robbie because he knows that no means no.