First was after the boys got there, I hadn’t seen any of them yet, so none of them had known that I was here, but I had to pee, so I went int he building to pee and on my way out, I saw Sam just standing there, so I quickly gave him a letter I wrote to him while I was running out, and Sam looked kinda confused, so this was the twitter conversation:

The second was when I saw Jordan, and he was like “WAIT, WHAT ARE YOU DOING HERE?” and I mentioned how I was visiting Lexi and I’m also going to Verm and he was like “Wait, but you didn’t tweet about this, did you?” and I mentioned how I was trying to keep it a secret. I explained the whole thing where Sam knew I was but then I made him believe I wasn’t, so I just refused to tweet about it because I wanted it to be a complete surprise…. which it was :3

The third was during Sanctuary. I tried to record it but I started crying a few seconds into it, so I just gave up. I was BAWLING. oh man it was bad. Sam saw, and came over during the speech and he looked at me, put his hand on my head, sang a few lines, rubbed my head, and then stared at me again. 

The fourth was when I asked Sam the question…. and he said that I helped him. 

If you are going to the Paradise Fears show in Boston on the 31st, here’s a link to my facebook, just message me and let me know that you’re interested and I can tell you how you can help! 

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We’ll be doing a post-show meet-and-greet/ acoustic secret show after every show of our tour with THE CAB and THE SUMMER SET! Details are coming soon!